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    February 06

    Been A Long Time

    It has been a long time since I have been here.
    Not much to report though.  Working on my second book for the most part.  I have quite a bit more that needs to be done with it actually.  I am no wher near ready or editing.  But I will have it ready for the Fall.  I have to.   Well... I have to at least try to anyway.  At this point I don't know what is going on.
     
    Not sure how often I will be using this blog.  I have another one I go to more, but I can at least try to use this one a bit more anyway.  It'll work from time to time.  Just need to update some information on the page it seems lol.
     
    Anyway- bedtime for the girls so... later.
    July 25

    Posible book signing

    I'm jumping up and down right now lol.
     
    I contacted a bookstore in town here about doing a booksigning/meet the author event with them.  I just got word back from the event coordinator.  She said she needs to see a copy of the book first if I am serious about hosting an event there.  So the next time I get the chance to go into town, I am taking a copy with me with my contact information inside so that she can take a look at it and get back with me. 
    I know, it's not a committed thing but still.  They are interested so I could very well be doing a book signing here in the next few months!  When I know more I will be sure to pass along the information. 
     
    In the meantime, I have some more agents to collect the information for and get query letters out to lol
     

    And the search begins....

    Well... the search has begin for a literary agent interested in a fantasy novel that can carry with it darker themes.  As interesting as current readers have found it, it is actually quite difficult to locate agents who would be interested in such a themed novel. 

    But I am determined so the query letter has been written and guidelines are being researched so that what is requested is given and what isn't requested is left behind.

    On top of all this, I have begun to contact several local bookstores in an attempt to set up book signings as well in hopes to bring more attention to the debut to my series.  There are a few that are promising and a few that I have yet to call when, and still a few that have to get back to me.  It is tasking, daunting, but in the end Iam hoping it will also be worth it all.  Either way, I am doing what I wanted to do and I will continue to do so. 

    I will update again as I learn more. 

    July 12

    Novel news

    I have been away too long again and thought it wouldn't hurt to let you all know what is going on.  
     
    On May 21st, of this 2007 year, Spellbound: Dawn of Destiny was officially released to the public.  It can be purchased on Amazon.com, Borders.com, and arget.com for $17.99 per book.   To add more to this, I had an article done about me and the Spellbound Series for my hometown paper-  The Lapeer County Press.  I have clippings of this article on a blog entry found on the MySpace profile designed for the series:
     
     
    Also on this site you can find the link to a Spellbounds message/chat forum hosted with Proboards where readers and stop in and dscuss their feelings about the series.  Readers can also chat with me and the cover artist, Jessica Segaard as well on this forum.
     
    So feel free to check out the sites and see what you think.  My next task is to seek out a literary agent while I continue to work on finishing my 2nd book in progress- Spellbound: Escape from Darkness.
     
    So I am off to work.  Take care all!
    May 08

    HA-ZAAH!! ^_^"

     
     
     

    XDD

    I have finalized the marketing copy guys!  That's it!  As soon as I hear word from Sarah first thing tomorrow morning all the needed files will be uploaded and publication begins ^_^ And just because I feel like it ...

    Here is what the marketing writer has for my publicity write ups on the novel:

    Marketing Copy

    Spellbound: Dawn of Destiny by Angela Baker

    Sentence Description

    Formidable and telling, this fantasy blends romance with an erstwhile sense of justice, truth, and empowerment.

    Short Description

    Written for young adults, Spellbound: Dawn of Destiny is a timeless tale of fantasy and romance. With a tremendous sense of hope and an adventurous spirit this epic debut teaches readers to keep their minds open and their hearts pure. Author Angela Baker creates a world where all is not as it seems and where help may come from the most unexpected places.

    Full Description

    Bold and breathtaking, newcomer Angela Baker introduces a world where all power must come from within. First in a series, Spellbound: Dawn of Destiny is a wildly original introduction to a land where magic collides with power in the never-ending battle that pits good against evil.

    With a restless soul, Aurora Phoenix is a young woman on a mission. Along with five others, she is a Chosen One, said by her people to be born when the world needs them. Part warrior, part protector the group must learn to hone their special skills to ultimately save the kingdom against warring marauders.

    Back Cover Text

    "You must read this book!"

    --Jessica Segaard

    "It's so much like real life, yet like nothing you will ever experience. It's been a real joy to read."

    -- Katherine Foot

    "There's no way of knowing what life may throw at you. This book helps us to remember that no matter how hard life may be, you're never alone in your struggles. It is definitely a must read."

    -- Jacquelyn Farrell

    First in the Spellbound series, Dawn of Destiny is a wildly original debut. With the grace of a timeless epic, newcomer Angela Baker weaves a tale where false hope and impure hearts mean sure destruction. Among a magical and endangered tribe, six stand out as Chosen Ones and all roads lead to their success if only they can harness their power and their hearts. Aurora Phoenix, their intrepid, though at times daunted leader must reconcile haunting visions with her dreamy innocence to fight for her clan's survival.

    Author Bio

    Always with a passion for writing, Michigan native Angela Baker met and married the love of her life. They have two beautiful daughters and currently live in Washington. This is her first book. To learn more about the series, go to www.myspace.com/spellboundseries.

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    *does happy dance* Yes.. I have much reason to be happy XDD

    *hugs all very excitedly*

    February 08

    Long time no update...

    For this I am truly sorry.  Things have been hectic and i have been putting most of my updates on my MySpace page.  I have been adding updated to my Deviant Art page as well.
     
    I will try to break it down.  Right now Eric is deployed.  It isn't for long and it's right here in the states.  It is some kind of a deployment training exercise.  This gives me a little more time to get more writing done with fewer breaks except for to make sure the girls are taken care of.  I am pressing the wroting because I have officially signed with a publishing company called BookSurge that will market my novel worldwide via online stores.  It will be available on Borders.com, Barnes & Noble.com, Waldensbook.com, Amazon.com - amoung many other places.
     
    I am very excited about this and can't wait.  But I still have 5 more chapters left to write out before the manuscript is complete and ready for editing.  With Eric gone, I can get at least half if not all the chapters written, I am sure.  I am going to try to.
     
    I am now also an Aunt.  My sister-in-law had her first child, a little boy on February 1st of this year.  She and her husband are overjoyed and very happy with this.  I have seen pictures, he is adorable ^_^
     
    The girls are doing very well in school- Chenoa even got a certificate for perfect attendance.  Sierra should have, but due to an office error, she missed her first day of school.  I am not happy with it, and she won't be either when sisy comes home with somethingshe didn't get, but this will be the first of many things that happen like this.
     
    Pretty much if you want to know more about the goings ons in the Baker life, I will try to keep this updated, but if it isn't, please feel free to check out my MySpace blogs for all the current information.
    November 04

    Trying to explain...

    Well.. I am firstly wanting to apologize to anyone who has been trying to get ahold of me lately.  I know I have been a hard person to reach. 
    Things have been hard at home and slowly they are getting better.  There is still a long way to go before things are comfortable again though.  As for missing my friends in the morning... Sometimes after I got offline last night, I got really sick.  My stomach churned all night and I didn't sleep very well.  My alarm got me up like it was supposed to, I reset it for another 30 minutes of sleep, but I don't remmember it even going off the 2nd time.  I am sorry I missed you Blue.  But I am feeling better now so hopefully I will be around tomorrow morning.
     
    News on the the book-
     
    Spellbound, Book 1- Dawn of Destiny, is half way written.  It is coming along a little easier now as the plot has suddenly exploded and opened up for me.  I have an agent through my publishing company who is working close with me to answer any questions and make sure I know what all is ncluded in the process.  I do have an editor I have been working close with.  She has recently relocated to another state so until she gets settled, I'm kind of on my own lol.  In the meantime...
     
    There have been computer issues that are forcing us to reformat.  Thus me not being able to do things like I used to.  My Microsoft Word program hasn't been working like it should be so I am looking forward to seeing it finally reformatted and getting the programs working as they should once more.  Though with a lack of money, it could take until the 15th for this to happen... a small fact that is ticking me off because eric wasn't willing to make the same sacrifices I was with files I had on the computer.  It's a small setback, but I am pushing for it to be done before the end of November so I can really hit this novel hard. 
     
    A cover pic has been chosen for the novel and I am looking forward to seeing what it will look like on the final product.  The cover pic features the main pairing of the novel, Adair Hart- one of 2 crowned princes of Eudora and Aurora Phoenix, the heir to the Cerean clan and leader of the Chosen Ones .  While working on this though I have realized that there is another pairing that should be on that cover.  Adair's brother, Adam and Aurora's friend, Sapphira Raine.  I would ask the artist who did the cover pic if she would attempt the look for the 2 but I already have asked so much of her.  Since I have a couple of months though... maybe... I will discuss it with her and see what I can come up with.
     
    Well.. that is about it for now.  I will try to update this more often as my deadline approaches.
     
    Again, Sorry I missed you Blue!  I do hope things are going okay for you! *hugs*  
    September 29

    An update...

    Well, not much going on here.  Eric has been wrking on his truck, the girls are in school and enjoying every minute of it and I am plugging along on the novel.  I have revamped the first few chapters and have continued on to at least get the general outline of it completely written.  I figure after I have the general parts written I can go in and add the rest of the details to it later.  I have also been thinking about publishing a book of poetry as well.  Nothing big, just something small to keep my name out there and known. 
    Speaking of Poetry, I have entered one of my poems into a contest.  I figured why not?  I don't lose anything by it.  If I place, I gain a little extra money which could be very well needed. 
    I find it odd I did that though.  I don't normally enter contests like that.  But instead of moving past the page and skipping ahead to the site I was originally looking at, I stopped.  I looked over everything.  Something told me to do it.  So I pulled up another internet screen to search through the poems I had.  I found only one that I really liked that fit the criteria for the contest.  I closed my eyes to ask myself if I was sure I wanted to do this and felt no hesitation after that.  It is kind of odd to explain actually.  But at least I am trying it.  
     
    One never knows what can happen if they never try.
    Wish me luck ^_^  
    August 28

    Been a long time...

    Since I have been here to update- There have been a lot of changes going on- some of which I am not about to discuss publicly.  All I will say for those who know is that seems seem to be getting better and are on a decent path at the moment.
     
    I have taken a job babysitting for a woman here on base.  She has a 2 year old and an 8 year old that I watch for while she attends her college classes.  Not a long job, just a couple of hours periodically throughout the week.  The pay will be nice to- I have plans to save as much of it as possible... just in case things change again. 
     
    I am still proceeding with my novel.  Though unfortunately due to the latest developements in my life, I may have to push back publication dates.  Should that change, I will definitely let you know.  Still I am keeping a positive frame of mind- at least trying to anyway. 
     
    As for now- it is late and I am getting tired.  So I am off for the night.  Like I said... I will let you all know when things come up one way or another.  Take care!  Love you all!
     
    Angel
    July 14

    The Date has been set!

    That's right, folks!  My mom finaly told me the news.  Her wedding date is set for September 9th, 2006.  It's been a long time coming and I am glad they have found the happiness they have.  My brother loves the idea. 

    They are going with a Native American Indian theme so my mom is making an Indian Cermonial Dress that she can wear. 

    Sadly, I can't be there, but I do send my love to them and wish them the best.  Congratulations and good luck you guys!!

     

    As an added note, I want to send my Grandma Bader happy birthday wishes today as well ^_^ Hope it is a good one!

    July 11

    News From A Friend...

    I just got a call from one of my husband's best friends, Josh Berean.  He is now the proud father of a baby girl they named Victoria Lynn Berean.  Both Victoria and Kelly are doing well. 
     
    Victoria was born at 12:12 this afternoon and weighed in at the same my oldest did at birth lol.  6 lbs 9 oz.  A nice healthy weight.  His cell cut out on us when he was giving me the height or else I would have that as well.
     
    Well, from the Baker family here in Washington to Josh, Kelly, and Victoria Berean in Michigan, congratulations and good luck!  Glad to know that everything went well and we know you will enjoy the gift God has blessed you with ^_^
    Take care and keep in touch !
     
    *hugs*
     
     
    July 07

    Fair Warning

    This is just to let everyone know that I most likely won't be online much tomorrow.  Eric comes home at 7pm and I need to finish getting things back in order around her.  I played a bit more than I probably should have, but at least I got done most of what I wanted to get done.  I got a few chapters written on my novel, on the fanfiction,did some layouts I had been wanting to get done, lounged, and did what I could to relax considering the way this summer has been.  But now is the time to get serious. 
     
    I will be on in the morning as usual *is reminded to get VCR set for YGO in the morning*, but after 9 am, I most likely won't be on.  I will try to pop on in the afternoon because I know after 7 I won't be able to be on.  This also means that from tomorrow until he leaves for deployment in August/September, I won't be on at all in the evenings again. 
     
    Sorry for those I have been missing, but there is always email, LJ, and MySpace to keep up with me.  Take care guys and I'll be seeing you all around!
    July 05

    How Odd....

    There was a time I kept all my writing to myself.. I was afriad to let others see it. But now I have little things posted all over the place. Graphics too. I was never a fan of the things I could do. Maybe it was just because I didn't feel I took the time needed to get things done. But here I am, posting graphics and poems, and prose up on Deviant Art of all different types. Even so far as written works deserving of the mature label... which is a shock for me. I never ever thought I would post those kinds of works up for others to see. I guess you can say I was kind of portraying an innocent quality to me that in truth really doesn't exist like so many friends/family have thought for so long.

    But now I have gone and done even more... some of the mature work up on DA has a more unedited version to it as DA has it's limits. I had been sitting on an AFF.net account for about a year now without using it...

    Until today.

    Yup, I finally posted one up there. It's not heavily graphic Has only what is considered a Lime scene, but still... It isn't something I thought I would do.

    The following is random RP chatter not really important to anyone but myself and maybe those involved- feel free to skip down to the next row of "flowers"


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    I keep getting strange feelings about this RP (And when I talk about this from here on out, I will be using the names the characters take in the novel)... I know that over time things can happen to people... but this pulling feeling about it keeps growing more and more. It's getting harder and harder to know what's going on. I know my characters are being targeted for pain and betrayal even when I don't set them up for it. I have made attempts actually to avoid pain now just to see what would happen. People I thought were happily settled apparently were not.

    Angel and Ori, a pairing I have always loved. That warm and fuzzy kind of pairing. He was everything she wanted and loved. He was the kind of guy she wanted to keep in her life. They made a beautiful family, and still made time for each other. He never left her side, was protective of her... sure a bit possessive, but what guy wouldn't be when he has a beautiful and seemingly innocent wife by his side. But now it almost seems he is being like any OTHER typical man. He is drifting... his mind wandering... To his sister in law Sanura. His brother's wife. Every time Angel leaves the room, he is calling Sanura up and trying to come up with excuses to see her. Drunk one night, he admitted he was curious of the things her husband had said about her "style"

    Now... AFG, Blue... I know you would understand this more if you are reading this, but doesn't that sound more like Orifiel instead of Ori?

    Zahara and Blake couldn't be stronger.  If there was ever a pairing that actually worked out right, THAT one was it. Even through her indescretions, he loved her enough to put everything back and try again...

    Sanura and Gabriel... are better... very hard to deal with at first but are actually tolerable now. They seem... happy for once. Still Gabriel wanders too...

    Orifiel and Kalista... Not really the best pairing in the world... but still...

    You know... I was beginning to wonder what would happen if we set some kind of time bomb on the sidelines at least... not the main RP... but the sidelines. Send it all back to the very beginning. Well... just after Adam and Adair had been separated and their country destroyed. Back to when Adam first met Kiada. When Aurora and Adair were looking for their missing daughter Sanura and came across Aurora's future charge, Angel, while Angel, Ori/Orifiel, and Kiza were all still in school together, While Sanura was still known as the Black Rose Assassin, while Aiden was still alive... you know... just to get a better feel for what they were all like BEFORE all this... To see their true personalities and how they all came to be.

    Of course this would mean that Blake, Adam, and Adair would be enemies again... Gabriel would have to face Oriana and come face to face with whatever made the rumors begin regarding him and Malcolm...  His Man-whore and murderous days.  The Blake/Zahara story would begin all over again, and who knows how things would turn out. Maybe I could learn just what was behind the whole "create an army of kids to destroy the former king and his brother" plot... This would also mean our characters wouldn't be interacting much... Angel and Kiza in school maybe, and of course run ins with the Chainers and Orifiel... I could see how Gabriel and Kiza managed to keep her pregnancy a secret and her have the child without Gabriel even knowing it as his.... It would mean reliving Kiza's death. Reliving Aiden's death, reliving Rose's birth within Sanura's body, reliving the birth and "death" of Sanura and Aiden's child, Elena. Bringing Theron back. Bringing Ryo, Rowen, and Sage back- that in itself would possibly clear up one mystery- why Rowen and Orifiel don't get along.  It was hinted during a class reunion, but never elaborated on.  Having the children Rayne, Riku, Sora, Kiara, Nakia, Cayden, Raven, Mason, Oriel, and Sachiel and all the others having to disappear for a little while.

    Sure, I would like to do this... but I can't just DO this in a year long Role Play... not without consent and agreement from Blue and AFG. There would be a lot of times in this turn back of time that our characters just wouldn't even intereact...

    Still... it would be interesting to see what would happen... And I am half tempted to bring the idea up to see what is thought of the idea... I guess one never knows until they try... maybe... Not like I'm changing the main thing... just the sidelines... Or maybe the main RP will become the sideline RP.... and the sideline once reversed could become the real thing...

    Maybe I oughtta quit while I'm ahead... v.v

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    Not sure why I feel so freaking depressed all of a sudden though... It's bugging me... I am thinking it's the heat.. it has me quite irritable during the day...

    Nothing much going on here. Yesterday was more like any other day. It's been almost too hot to breathe let alone anything else. So needless to say, the laundry, though washed, has once again been left on the couch, not folded and not put away. I hate that I just haven't the energy to do what needs to get done. Yes, the whole "I hate summer" speech... I'll spare you. I'd give anything for fall right about now though.

    The girls want to go outside in this... Maybe I'll just put my lawnchair under the sprinkler to cool off...

    Maybe I'll get a bit more reading done... Maybe I can convince them to forget it so I can get more writing done.. still... that wouldn't be fair to them... So it's outside I go...

    I'll be around later... With Eric due home in 3 days, I want to get in as much as I possibly can.. because time will be severely limited once again when he gets back... *sigh*

     

    *side note*

    RP blogs will be competely updated by the time I go to bed tonight... It's a goal I needed to set for myself as it's been way too long since the last update.

    July 01

    Just another day in....

    ... well I don't know what it is, but it sure as hell isn't paradise...

    Hot... too hot... Hate summer...

    What's worse... The dog got loose because my daughter opened the back gate without my knowledge, so when I let him out for him to do his "thing", I turned to toss the girls in a cool bathtub to cool off from the heat and he dashed out into the neighborhood...

    Took like 20 minutes to find him. We got lucky when someone about 5 blocks over was headed our way with him.

    Ra that dog is more trouble than he's worth... He's ERIC'S dog.... HE is supposed to be dealing with him. I never WANTED the dumb animal in the first place. I knew Eric was going to be going for TDY (temp duty) elsewhere and would soon be deploying out for 4-6 months... The last thing I wanted was to care for a dog I didn't want. We don't need him, he doesn't really do anything. I just want to get rid of him. But of course I can't do that.

    So now I try to sit in the non-airconditioned house, With ceiling fans going and one stand-alone fan, trying my hardest to cool off, without much luck...

    Got groceries, got a couple of things for the computer that I had been wanting/needing for added comfort, got Romeo and Juliet the movie, and Ever After. I figure Eric gets all his action and adventure... I want my classic/romantic stuff to watch when he isn't around...
    Besides... it gives plot bunnies something to feed off on for the RP, my novel, and other things...

    Speaking of the RP...

    Got to RP today. Slow start.... and the plot bunnies are still coming in, but still...
    I have a few new characters to introduce when the time is right... Should make for some interesting changes.... Could be good... could be bad.... could open up the eyes of a couple of characters as well... Never know until it happens...

    Anyway... because of the crap going on today a few things I was supposed to be doing today unfortuantely got put on hold one more day... I am hoping to get started on them later when I am trying to get the girls to sleep tonight. If I don't conk out on my own...

    June 22

    Still Alive...

    Been a little while since I checked in.  Thought I would swing in here and see what was going on.
     
    Been keeping myself busy mostly.  School is out over here so the neighbor's boys are over here almost every day now.  Not bad- it keeps the girls active and me outside lol.  I haven't gotten as much writing done as I was hoping, but I have made some headway on it.  Eric promises I will have time to write when he gets home... but something in me doubts that lol.  It's just not the way Eric runs things.
     
    As for me, I have decided that I want to add another movie to our DVD collection.  I have always been a true fan of The Phantom of the Opera.  and now I have seen the 2004 version that came out and fell in love with it all over again.  The romance, the mystery, the love triangle... *smirk*
    The love triagle that keeps me going back and thinking over one we have in our RP between Ori, Angel Hope, and Orifiel.  Another triangle is there that could fit it too... Riku, Rayne, and Legato... I guess that's a plot bunny that has yet to really be put into action lol. 
     
    I have also been a fan of the anime DN Angel.  Love some of the music on it too, even though it's in Japanese and I don't know the words of it.. one song in particular is really awesome.  Oddly, it's the theme song for the bad guy Krad lol.  Well the first song that is played when he first makes his known appearance. But this is all random and no one probably really cares lol.
     
    Anyway, Eric is still bored, but one of his good friends is due to join him in Mississippi here in the next week.  Then he has all these party plans for the 4th since he's going to be away...  Maybe I'm envious that he gets to have all this fun and I am stuck here at the house ... 
     
    At least I have Jackie and Bel to hang out with me in the mornings online... And Rebecca to talk to in the afternoon while our kids are outside playing.  It's just frustrating to hear him talk about all the fun he's going to have... *sigh*
     
    Anyway- another load of laundry is calling me.  Guess I better run.  *waves*
    June 14

    Novel explanation... very long entry...

    Before I really get into this... fair warning, it is going to be a HUGE entry... it has also been cross posted for friends who are not in some places so they can see it as well. 

    I have mentioned the series I am working on so many times but I realized there were some things about it I felt my friends should be forwarned about before it comes out so they can think about whether or not it would be something they would to read after all.  I am not and have never really been an... "innocent" writer... and this series will push boundries.  It won't be graphic but the hints of things will be there...  I have other place for my more graphic work...  Which I am still trying to decide if I should share or not lol.

    Anyway...  Like I said.. book talk.  So if you aren't interested in the basic review of what it is about and what it will contain and who is involved.. then click off this blog now while you can lol..

    Well... I was working on a series of fictions to be posted up in my gallery on Deviant Art... And I realized that since they deal with the characters of the novel I have been working on... I thought a bit of the series should be explained for those you may be interested later in picking it up....

    Call it a disclaimer, or warning... call it what you will.. there are things you would HAVE to know before reading the series and even the side fics that go in DA.

    First off the warnings...

    It is a mature series. Not mature as in erotic.. though... it can get that way (the more erotic parts are not going to make their way into the actual novel when it goes for publication next starting year). I mean it deals with adult and mature themes. That includes but is NOT limited to the following:

    Drugs
    Alcohol
    foul lauguage
    consentual sexual situations
    adulterous affairs
    Homosexual pairings (including all gay, lesbian, and bi-sexual)
    Gang related situations
    Cutting
    Suicide
    Rape
    murder
    violence (including domestic violence)

    Anything else will probably be redundant.

    These are included in the series at scattered portions which is what makes it a continuing series. They are here because every main character has to have their demons to battle and I am not specifically talking about the main antagonist .. or 2.... I mean that within the bigger story, several things will happen to the main characters to test their ... well characters.... Each instance will make the character either break or grow. So as dark as the themes can and will be, they are needed.  Sadly these things happen in real life and the characters aren't in a fantasy world where everything is perfect.  They will have to face the good and bad that real people face everyday.  

    It is a series about magic and immortality. So there is spell casting that will be used for many purposes including to erase memories and turn back time. With certain rituals, the dead can be brought back to life. At least 4 characters' stories... well.. Ori and Orifiel were in one body and thanks to a spell were separated into 2 bodies. Sanura had a spell placed on her that created the darker personality called Rose. Rose later had Kalista cast another spell upon Sanura's body to separate them, so instead of 2 bodies with 2 separate people inside them, we now have 4 separate people.

    Another thing; The term Guardian is used in the series in regards to certain characters. The immortal characters lived under a different kind of code. When their country was destryed as a result of war, they had to find a way to mix and mingle in the mortal world. In order to do this, they were given mortals they were to watch over; protect... kind of like a light to dark, dark to light situation. So the guardians are NOT like legal parents in this series, though some have taken the sur names of their charges. Sometimes it is hinted that things may or may not have happened between guardians and their charges...

    *coughs and looks at Blake and Ryan, and Malcolm and Mark*

    Still not completely determined, yet, what, if anything, happened between them, lol.

    I just felt the need to elaborate so that it is clear there are no incestuous relationships in the series. We carefully worked around those things so they didn't happen.

    Main Families...

    Hart
    Evans
    Brooks

    Other characters with different last names are involved of course, however these are the main familes.

    Hart

    Family one

    Adair
    Aurora
    Sanura (married into the Brooks family)
    Zahara (Married into the Evans family)
    Adais
    Rose (kind of have to include her- Sanura's darkness in her own separate body- not married to anyone)

    Family two

    Adam (Adair's brother)
    Kaida
    Sloan
    Kaira (About to be married into the Brooks family)
    Riko
    Corrina

    Evans

    Family one

    Ryan
    Belle
    Violet
    Knives

    Family two

    Blake (no relation to Ryan- just took his last name when becoming his guardian- wife is Zahara)
    Nakia
    Cayden
    Serenity

    Brooks

    Family one

    Gabriel (Belle's guardian, kept his own last name- wife, Sanura)
    Orion
    Raven
    Romeo- (son from an adulterous affair)
    (Gabriel has a daughter, from a relationship prior to his marrying Sanura, named Riza, but she took her mother's last name Germaine)

    Family two

    Ori (younger brother to Gabriel)
    Angel (Maiden name is Hope- Aurora's charge)
    Oriel
    Sachiel
    Rayne
     

    Family three

    Orifiel (Ori's other half- his own body, same last name, but no blood relation anymore, not married, but still deciding between Kalista and Rose)
    Legato (Word is Rose is his mother but she has yet to figure out how since she is unable to bear children.)
    Rem ( Basically created in a sense that is still unknown to me, but not naturally, she had no "real" mother, so Kalista took her into her heart and offered to be her mother.)
     

    The other characters belong to smaller famlies. Natara and Bryant Harper- daughters, Kalista and Amera, one son- Amir (dead)

    Mark and Malcolm Lewis- no relation. Malcolm was the immortal charged to be the guardian of Mark- just took Mark's last name when he did so.

    Mark is still dating Malcolm married Aurora's friend Sapphira. They had twins Mason and Trinity.

    Dorian Stanson married Kaida's guardian Vanessa Stephens. They have a daughter named Adelle.

    It would take forever for me to get into all the characters. These are the main ones.... These are the ones you will most see in the series of short stories I will be posting up on DA. The series is a collection of Side-line Stories that occur outside the original Role Play. The stories posted here will NOT be found in the actual novel series itself. These are just random things that go on "behind the scenes" so to speak. They have the same themes and warnings as the novel series itself.

    This entry is so long, because I was getting ready to post story 1 in the sidelines and I realized how many things I had to have in the warning and try to explain. Not sure how well I did the explanation, but I am certainly willing to answer questions... Anyway, at least now the basics are given. Most everything else can be explained in the fiction itself.

    So .. now that I have rambled on... I think I will shut up and take a break before I drive myself completely insane XD!

    And in case you've seen this before.. it's been crossposted in several of my blogs all over the net, including as a journal entry on Deviant Art...

    June 09

    Touching Base...

    Just thought I would drop in again.  Not too much going on.  Basically surviving.  Eric is doing well.  He calls at night to talk to the girls and tell them good night and that he loves them.  The satellite towers down there suck though so it's hard for his phone to want to work very well.  I hear that his isn't the only one.  I know mine did just fine when we lived down there and we go through the same company so I don't know.  I am guessing it is still something left over form the damage done by Katrina. 
     
    When we first moved out here to Washington, we had a cable/internet company called Cable Montana.  But the company sold out to ComCast.  I have to admit I am glad they did.  The internet service is better, maintenance is tons better and even the cable itself is better.  We now have more channels and we are paying LESS than we were through, so it's nice.  Heck, we are even paying less for internet now too.
     
    I mention this only because I was online with one of my friends yesterday morning when the internet went down for the last of the maintenace checks.  By the time it was back up she had gone for the night.  Just wanted to explain to her what happened so she knew i didn't just take off.  I missed her this morning so I hope she's doing okay. 
     
    Let's see... since Eric's been gone I have...
     
    Gotten outside maybe 3 times this week... would have been more but a combination on rain and the girls getting into constant trouble have made it a bit difficult.
     
    I have gotten the bathrooms cleaned better than I used to do.
     
    Gotten all the bedding finally washed and dried and all that jazz...
     
    Gotten the last 4 chapters up to Eternal Love part 3, the fanfic I have been working on and posting online for the past... I don't know... I think 10 months.  I can't believe it took me 10 months to get it written... Then again I didn't have the same kind of time that I used to have to write either so it is an excuse.  Anyway, part 3 is finished and part 4 has begun.  Part 5 is the last one and then the Eternal Love series is finally complete.
     
    I have gotten the first 3 chapters to Spellbound written.  I just have to go back and edit them to make sure it all works right now.  Get my grammer checked and all that. 
     
    Today I got all my RP blogs updated and included 2 emails to one of the characters who's birthday is June 11th.  Since we are a day behind Australia, tomorrow is the 11th so he kind of gets 2 birthdays lol.  Should be an interesting morning lol.
     
    The girls have been getting to bed a little late so I tried something a little different tonight.  Since I developed a headache, I am hoping to get to bed early tonight.  As soon as they are silent and all I hear is them breatheing, I am climbing into bed and closing these tired eyes.  Hopefully that will be in another 30 minutes. 
     
    Speaking of beds.. I am kind of glad that one of our couches pulls out into one.  It has been where I have slept for the past 4 days.  It's actually quite comfortable.  It also keeps me closer to the girls.  I tend to be a heavy sleeper so this way I am closer.  With Sierra getting up in the middle of the night again, I wake up a little easier.  It actually works better.  I was never really one to sleep in the bed in our room when Eric worked nights anyway.  I just got in the habit of it.  This is the first time I have actually used the pull out bed though. 
     
    Well, Chenoa is up and fighting her bedtime again so I am off to get her to realize that when it gets dark out it means it's time to lay down and stop playing.  Just because older kids are out playing and puppies are running around....
     
    Although our neighbor's husband was kind enough to return Rocky... apparently when I let him out to do his thing for one more time tonight, he slipped under the fence to our OTHER neighbor's yard and they leave their backyard gate open so he got out... In all honesty.....
     
    It wouldn't have mattered to me if the dog had gotten lost...  I have never been secret about my feelings for this dog.  I have never liked him.  I feed him and let him out for Eric;s sake... but he is the dumbest thing on 4 legs I swear.  He's a wimp, a baby... all he does is irritate me...  I have never once been kind to him.  Meaning, I don't play with him, I don't pet him or scratch his back... Maybe it's retaliation I don't know.  I would have been happy with a small house cat... But no.  I will never have one... Eric doesn't want one.  So we only get animals HE wants now...
     
    You know.. I think I'll stop there.  that is shaping up for a rant to post at another time and possibly another place, who knows lol.
    don't worry all- we're doing fine.  We'll get through the next 3 weeks pretty well...
     
    We better.  A month after he gets back he ships out for 4 months....
    June 07

    I'M AN AUNT!!

    Well... not yet, but I was just told that I was going to be anyway lol.  No, my sister isn't expecting, but my sister-in-law is. 

    It is interesting it really is...  I wish them the best in their upcoming wedding in September (Which was planned and set BEFORE they found out they were expecting) and now for the new addition.  It should be an interesting experience for them, but I am sure they will be just fine.

    June 04

    He's gone...

    Well, the day has arrived.  Eric flew out for his TDY to Biloxi.  He was looking forward to this just so he could see how it looks 1 year after Katrina. 

    For those who may not have known, Eric was actually at the Airforce base there when Katrina struck.  I saw pictures of the base and of Biloxi where we all had lived while he was in his tech school down there.   It was the first base the girls and I lived on.. well.. the housing was offbase, but on military housing property.  I heard there was very little to it left.  I was always wondered what was left. 

    I have heard that the BX/Commissary still is not up and operable.  Even heard talk of them just taking it out, possibly rebuilding from scratch.  Not sure how that will affect things.  Not even sure how Eric will be getting his food to make it through the month as he wants to avoid the mess hall if he can.

    Either way, he took our digital camera for the pictures he planned to take of our first home as a military family so that I will be looking forward to seeing.

    Things are going well here so far... well... maybe...
    It's been rainy which I have enjoyed so that I could just relax today.  I didn't get much sleep last night and when I did, I felt dead to the world.  I almost don't remember Eric getting up this morning as he got up about an hour before my alarm woke me up.  I almost didn't get up to be honest.. but I knew I had to or else it would be all over.

    And boy was I right... Trying to clean hte bathroom in my room I never heard the backdoor open.  My youngest thought it would be  fun to wear her sister's shoes and her  winter jacket and run out in the rain.  She opened the backyard gate and walked out.  Talk about a freak out.  I came around the corner and saw my oldest just staring out the door at the rain.  The house was too quiet so my first thought was that Chenoa wasn't there.  I didn't even put shoes on, I grabbed a jacket and took off to the front door when I saw the gate open.  I called for her but didn't get an answer.  I scanned the cul de sac we live on knowing there were 2 houses she most likely would have gone to.  Our direct neighbor or the house across the street.  Rebecca (our neighbor) would have brought her back to me so I knew she wasn't there.  My eyes stopped on another gate was was open and it normally isn't as the family has a dog as well.  It was the other house I thought she'd be at.  I ran in the pouring rain, bare footed across the cul de sac and peered into the back yard of the other home.  Sure enough, she was sitting in their backyard playing with something she had found.  She had just started to come back to me when the guy who lives at that house I guess saw her and poked his head out of the house.  I told him I had her and he just laughed and smiled.  I was grateful but ra was I ticked....  First thing I had her do was take of the wet clothes and shoes and then then sent her to her bed.  It was 30 minutes before her regular nap time but I was too angry at the moment. 

    She did come out later to say she was sorry.. even though I am not sure she yet understands what it means to be sorry.  It was kind of cute...  She still went back to bed though.  Unfortunately... I laid down for a nap after they had both went to sleep...

    She woke up before both her sister and me and found a small sample thing of toothpaste and got into my colored pencils and markers from my scrapbooking supplies... It's been almost 18 months since she has done stuff like this...  Toothpaste was all over teh computer monitor and mouse.  All over my little black notebook where I keep important information that I need for the computer and important phone numbers.  Once again I was livid, but I somehow managed to keep my cool.  Made her sit on the couch for a little while, no TV, no books, nothing.  She didn't like that.

    Yes... it's already starting...  This is going to be a long month...  

     

    ( x-posted to other blogs)

    June 02

    Checking in...

    I know it's been a little while since I updated.  Things have been busy.
     
    The weather has been really nice out here the passed couple of weeks so I have been outside more often.  The girls keep me busy.  Chenoa has been one fit after another though.  I swear these girls never had terrible twos.  They got Soo much worse in their 3's.... I guess that's where terrifying 3's came from ...  
     
    Anyway, I have no real idea how to handle that.  I don't understand how she really got this way, we never let her just get away with things... Eric and I are a bit strict, I'll admit that.  Especially with her because she thinks she can throw a fit to get what she wants.  Never worked for her before, not sure why she thinks if she gets worse that the fits will work for her now ...
     
    Anyway- Eric had to go in 2 weeks after his vasecetomy for an ultra-sound.  Results aren't quite in yet, but the possibility is that 2 blot clots have formed.  He has medicine to take so hopefully that helps.  It hasn't been painful, but it isn't pleasant for him either.
     
    Speaking of Eric, he leaves in 2 days to fly out to Mississippi again.  He will see first hand how things are looking down there.  He was there when Hurricane Katrina hit.  He is counting on another hurricane hitting while he is down there.  Already telling people to be watching their TV's lol.  He is taking our digital camera so I can see some of the pictures of what it looks like.  Should be interesting.
     
    June is going to go by faster than I want it to though, I can see it.  Between being outside with the girls, trying to keep the house clean and trying to get more written on my novel and keep my fanfictions update, I have a full plate.  You can say I have about half of chapter 1 written right now to my first Spellbound book.  It's coming along, but I have to take my time and work things out as it is the key novel.  It gives the background story of everyone to explain why they are doing what they are doing.  The ideas are there, just have to put them to use.  I have several parts to the novel written, I am merely putting them in the proper order right now is what I guess I should have said lol.
     
    As for the fanfiction, Eternal Love part 3 has had 2 recent updates.  I have the last chapter to part 3 started, I just have tio find the time to finish it now.  
     
    *sigh*
     
    So many things I want to get done and not enough time or energy....
    Oh well...
     
    RP blog update: All blogs fro Sanura, Zahara, Angel Hope, Aurora, and Kayura have now all been updated.  We took a major time leap - 14 years to be exact- so alot had to be explained.  So all blogs are pretty long as a fair warning.
    As an add-on, sometimes the characters interact via email...  It's a fun little thing we have done with the surveys and even extensions to some of the love triangles that have been formed and others that have been around forever lol.
     
    So if you have questions for one of my characters I am open to the idea of receiving email for them so they may answer back lol
     
    Kayura Harper: kayuraharper@myway.com
    Sanura Hart-Brooks: sanurahart@myway.com
    Zahara Hart- Evans: fategirl@myway.com
    Angel Hope- Brooks: angelhope99@myway.com
    Aurora Hart: aurorahart@myway.com
     
    .... yes for Role Play, MyWay has been nice to me for email *grins*  So any questions for them feel free to email them for an actual character response XD
     
     
    As for real life....
     
    Laundry calls...   
     
    Take care everyone!!